Assalamua'laikum.

LIZARDEOUSS WORKING


"Who's in control?"

Amidst the busy schedule of my morning in the office, I took some time to smile & 'sit pretty' for the camera. A very unusual day it was, bliss and normal for the first half of it and ironically in mid-afternoon, on the roads, a good friend met with a skid-accident on his super-four. The smiling lizardeouss then turned into a worrying gecko. Funny how life turns around you at times.

:: BIODATA ::

Name: LIZArdeouss.

Position Held: Controller to-be.

Working Attitude: Excellent.

Customer Relations: Excellent.

Tolerancy Level: High.

Punctuality: Fair.

Humor Level: High.

Sanity Level: Medium.

Fierceness: Medium-High.

Co-operative Level: Over The Top.

Political Position: Hard Thinker.

A day in the office may bring me happiness most of the times. It's fun when I'm surrounded by crazy nuts (including my bosses) and handsome class 5 drivers. Woohoo! Do I need stress about my job difficulty anyway? Alamak, as long as I still can withstand the sun, rain, storm and hail, the name "Lizardeouss" stands for something, aight? Happy working to all readers!

Wassalam.

Assalamua'laikum.

L'ECRIRE

The beauty of writing. It captivates. My mind loves to speak, it wished it could free itself in a mode of writing. My mind is a shrieking banshee and echoey voices rung in its crammed crevices. Looking for an outlet to let go.

How I wished I could illustrate every event in words, definitely it would make a real interesting read. I am the writer of my own. I am to be aware of my own eloquence, results may vary at different levels of acceptance. Bounded I am still, my hands are tied.

I have long eradicated my negative forces and a more nurturing empathic nature dwells deep within. Perhaps age has really dawned upon on most of us. I have lived long to watch everyone of us grow. I never grew tired of watching. Nonetheless, I am still watching a close look at life, 'live & loud'.

My mind wants to be set free. I restrained, calm and reserved. The definition of 'patience is a virtue' still has a mixed agenda. How much weight the Almighty's challenges are, with an open heart I grasp at its every corners.

Steadfast on and on, my friends. To those who have a whole tonnage of endurance to be persevered, do so in utmost faith. May Allah protects and bless.

Wassalam.

Assalamua'laikum.



Giant rugby goal posts? Quadruplet Towers? Minarets?

Just another uninspiring view from across the causeway. Not the least expected find on a lazy Sunday morning. How close can a traveller be to home, even after leaving the shore? Why must one need to be in 'home away from home' when all you need to do was to leave home? The happy travellers were not intended to reach the next destination, which was home. However prior to each others' career commitment, we hit homebase and home is where we went to every other day. I can't wait to leave this shore again.

Wassalam.

Assalamua'laikum.

FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE...

....and all I want is you. - an excerpt from The Corrs' lullaby.

Secrets of womanhood that only needs to be shared among girlfriends, mums and aunts. I am damn thankful for the women who has been by my side all of this life, a place to bury my weary questions of life into, a depth of patience and undivided attention given in the name of unconditional love.

Reminiscing of the time when I am constantly surrounded by the womenfolk in my home, fed with pamper and fuss, a woman's touch simply heals an ailing child. Now that I am a woman in my own time, naturally do I fit in, though it was quite fidgety in my younger years to outgrow from a teen girl into a lady and then into a woman. Ourselves are the standard living life science that walks this earth and it's amazing to watch yourself grow and evolve gloriously.

As I trudge through the highs and lows of this life, I bear in mind of the beauty which makes a woman delightful to be in company with. He who takes into balance of a woman's worth is one who wins. Not a winner a man is who needs only to satisfy himself and getting what he wants. The one who costantly wants what he has in his woman is truly a hero indeed. Does it make my day to hear him say "see you again"? It does, and he wins.

My trusty women fall upon my shoulders to seek tolerable justice from the men who shattered their trusts. A tiny crack here and there, I assisted simultaneously to stitch up the torn open wound. It bleeds in our veins and it takes a mighty mind over such matter. Once again, it is the secrets of womanhood which only needs to be shared among girlfriends, mums and aunts.

Wassalam.

Assalamua'laikum.

MAHOGANY.

I have parted away 4 inches of it. 4 inches of loss that transformed my looks instantly. More bouncy and volumnic than before, it creates a charm which is only mine to appreciate. The minimum change is obvious to the observant eye.

4 inches of incision through the very fine cuticles, every snip of it I listened at its crispiness. Calm in my position, I awaited patiently as the operative procedure is in progress. It had took me a long 7 months to make the final decision and with a cleared mind I stepped in towards the awaiting professionals on Sunday, the 10th day of Dzulhijjah.

I had been in love with its long seductive tresses, wisps of it brushing on my face when the wind blows. It rode in a flutter on me even with my slightest bodily movement, when it was long and silky. But alas, it nearly got burned once and it frequently got trapped in unearthly places. It brushed on him while I'm.... nevermind.

It has been almost 2 years of upkeep and maintenance which in the end ended up underneath the black swivel chair of the operating premises. Layers upon layers were snipped away to produce the look of 'ala Farah Fawcett', the professional at work is at the mercy of my commands. Those whom have erred while executing the procedure is unforgiveable, while the ones whom have championed themselves at making my crown of glory a winning look, receives commendable efforts.

Who doeth hateth thy beauty? For none of Allah's creation is ugly in HIS eyes, loveth doeth HE to thou who cleanseth and purifieth.

Wassalam.