Hold this bottle
As I sip pleasant honey from it
Hold this bottle
While you feed horrid poison to me

I sat and listened
Intensely I did
I felt I saw rings of smoke
A shield of cloudy thoughts comes to mind

As I looked away
You come around to me
Slid your arms around my coldness
You've felt the poison eating through

Enquiring my thoughts
Didn't you think you've raped?
My mind and my hatred
My pain and my bitterness

Creeping death is a slow killer
In time the poison overtakes
You come around again to me
Couldn't bear to lose the stake

It could live, It could die
But the scents shall still linger on
If it lives, it will
For as long as this universe shall age

"Don't die yet..."
Cradle me in your strong arms
My breath is regained
Totally, I'm locked inside your heart

Conciousness pulled back in
Blurred visions through teary eyes
My throat is sore
Your fingers reached to swipe off these tears

Well then....

Hold this bottle
As I sip pleasant honey from it
Hold this bottle
While you sweep away this horrid poison away from me.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

For what you are. For who you are. For why you are. For how you are. For when you are. For where you are.

Let the flames flicker on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

Don't let it burn out. Next time then I'll look for the exit route.

Growing up is always pretty amazing.

Irfan in his manhood, Yusof & Dewi happy together, Lizardeouss smiling for the camera.

Assalamu'alaikum.

Poison-Honey

It's more fun these days watching myself shrink in size. Gradually.

85. 82. 80. I hope the scale reads correctly. No eye-error. Hopefully I get to make my full claim on the promised blue dress proposed to me many, many eons back.

I just had two servings of Valrhona chocolate brownies with neapolitan ice-cream. Am supposed to be in-season this very moment. Damned! Freaking diets.

All in all it's just another brick in the wall, life goes on and we just lived through another day. One way or another.

"Lizardeouss"

If I kept quiet
And let the days pass me by
Unvoluntarily it's a diet
With a wish it'll drain my blood dry

I've kept real quiet
And the truth has made its emergence
I'm so used to the fight
And I'm back with a vengeance

Feed me in with your story
Two sides of the wall has always sounded better
Fill me in with all the glory
Of hate, despise and bitter

Purple, the envy of morning glory
Ghosts of past daunt me not
Can't help it if your ass is sorry
Ruffle in the net, it's a butterfly caught

Discourse after discourse
It'll never cease to be enough
Sweet suitors bind in discourse
It shall never ever be enough

When all else is quiet and still
Time nay inch a tick
Step your foot in my landmine fill
And you know, you chose what you pick

Poison or Honey.

Wassalam.